Since Kelsey has entered my life, my journey has become one of searching for the best Malinda possible. God taught me that I was important through an unborn child. Since then God has continued to teach me that I am important.
Some of the ways that God has taught me that I am important are through his son, Christ Jesus, that son's sacrifices, the dreams he's given me, the Holy Spirit he has instilled in me, the support, love and prayers of family and friends, and the journeys that have been shared with me.
When someone shares their journey with me I feel blessed. Those shared journeys, also, teach and inspire me to better myself.
Through my search I have been able to be there for others, sort through a lot of the head-garbage I had built up and I've been able to say "Good Bye" to the twelve year old Malinda. After saying "Good Bye", I had to start finding the 46, now almost 47, year old Malinda. This is the best Malinda!
Along the way, the reasons for this search have evolved. I now search so that I can be an approved worker for God, take care of myself and so that I can become nothing so that others will know that they are important. I do this because my end in mind is "Heaven Bound".
"Heaven Bound" is for all of you and me. In the end this is my ultimate dream.
The biggest dream I have to help me obtain this end in mind, in this life, is Independable. Independable to me means knowing that the illusion of being independent depends on God and those he surrounds you with. In the future, I will share more of this dream.
If I'm going to achieve this dream and share it with others, I have to learn to take care of myself: body, soul and spirit. This is what I am doing. I can't serve God and others, if I don't take care of myself, so I can become nothing. I have to become nothing so that others can learn that they are important too.
Please know that you are all a party to this search. For to live more abundantly is God's wish for all of us.
I love you all! :-) XOXOXO
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