Saturday, October 5, 2019

10/05/19 – Saturday – Homeless?


Homeless?

Sorting through my head garbage.

Clearing the temple.

That’s what I have been doing since 2006.

Physically I have been homeless since July 2, 2019.

Since August 7, 2019, I have been living in a shelter located in Flint, MI.

Being homeless within my own temple is the worst.

Lately I’ve been reading Job.

Father has used our story, the Bible, to guide me out of my “worldliness” and through my spiritual wilderness all through the last thirteen years.

Job has been used repeatedly.

This time Father is using Job 30.

In Job 30, Job is speaking of his anguish in the situation he is faced with and how others are treating him.

What Job is not understanding is that God, Father, has allowed Satan to test him.  It is how God is perfecting Job.

The only way to clean out the temple or get Satan out of our home or to get through the head garbage is to face our fears.

Job still places value on what others think of him.

What God wants is for Job to put nothing before him within his own temple or…for Job to be a good high priest in his own temple or home.

While we are still here on earth that is what God wants from us too.

This is the only way that we can be good high priests and faithful servants to the Father.

Christ Jesus shows us this by facing his biggest fear too.
What was Christ Jesus’ biggest fear?  Read Matt 26:39-44.

Christ Jesus’ biggest fear was taking on God’s wrath for us.  He prayed three times, begging his Father not to require him to feel all that wrath for us.

In the end Christ Jesus did what his Father required of him.  He overcame his fear and returned to his, and our, Father, showing us the way by his example.

The ultimate example for us to follow.

With Job 30 and my big brother’s, Christ Jesus, example to follow it’s time for me to overcome this gut wrenching, literally, fear of what others may think of me.

This is the only way to make sure that my home is clear and to ensure that I am a good high priest and faithful servant to my Father.

It’s too personal is just an excuse for not facing that fear.

What’s your biggest fear?

Ask him for yourself and see what he says and shows you.

God love you too.  You were created in his image.  He wants to be your Father.

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